NA NA NA Sing it for teh World Baby!

Gerard stared at the heart monitor, sure it ahd to be wrong, Frankie was dying....

It stayed stable

Gerard looked down at Frank "fr-Frankie?"

Frank opened his eyes slightly. 'I would do anything for you gee, even stop my own death.,..' he mouthed, before slipping unconcois.

Gerard slowly strated to grin through his tears, stroking Franks hair lightly away from his face "I love you Frankie"

Frankie lay there unconcouis

Gerard stepped outside, still beaming when the fist hit hsi face.

"YOU CUNT!" shouted mikey

Gerard tried to sheild his face "What did I do?!"

"That man in there is amazing, and he loves you so much HE STOPPED HIMSEFL FROM DYING FOR YOU and you FUCKING HIT HIM!"

Gerard flinched "I couldn;t help it!"

"He has gone through ENOUGH because of you."

Gerard growled "I've gone through shit too! I don't see anyone defending me!"

"No one's defending you? NO ONES DEFENDING YOU?! FRANK DEFENDED YOU YOU SELFISH CUNT! Even after you raped him he defended you. He brought you back into the band. He couldnt even let him self die like he wanted to because he knew you didnt want to. That Beautiful, amazing man, has spent most of his life taking shit off you and giving nothing back but love. He would fight to the death for you Gerard. And you fucking HIT him"!"

"Don't bring what I did into this, it' th nly oher time I hurt hima nd it was ten FUCKING years ago Micheal!" snarled Gerard, struggling to his feet.

"YOu've hurt him alot more than that Gerard! And ten years? DO you really think he's over it gerard? Really? Really think abotu how he has acted around you. Has he never seemed at least a little nervous? Has ne not has that tortured look in his eye when he was staring into teh distance?"

Gerard stared at him "Of-Of course not! If I can get over what happend he can! He'sstronger anyway..."

"Its a little different Gerard. You raped some one you loved. Frankie got raped by some one he loved. Some one he idolized and cared about for years. You were his god. But you were also his only weakness. Frank can get through anything. He can always come out smiling. Except where your involved. He hasnt gotten over teh rape gerard. He just couldnt stan dloosing you a second time."

"At leat it wa sonly once for him" muttered Gerard bitterly, for nceletting some of the epnt up anger and misery show through without a outburst of volence.

"And you dont thnk that kills him? He knows what its like, and he sent you away for ten years of iit. He hates himself, and he's terrified of you. You've put him throughhell."

"What do you want me to do Mikes? leave? kill myself?"

"I want you to do what ever he asks you to. If he wants you to leave, do it. WHen he needs you to hold him, do it. When he is remember what has happened toyou and to him, make it all better. Be perfect. Be exactly what frank wants you to be. Thats what i want."

Gerard stared at him then lookedaway "I can never be perfect for him Mikey, I'm just not good enough"

"You are to him. And tahts all taht matters. As long as he is happy, so is every one else. He's our emotions! Everyones! When he's happy and flying in the clouds, so are we. The minute he's upset or angry, so are we. He's important to every one. But your the most important thing in his life. He would get rid of his DOGS for you gerard! HIS DOGS!"

Gerard whinced and sat down, burying his face in his hands "Then you'll never be happy and neither will he, I'll fuck up consttly Mikey, it's who I am"