Dance, Dance

Mikey blinked. "I what?"

"I told you I didn';t like it, and then when i ot anry you acted like it was NOTHIB"

"I was messing about, you over reacted. So what?"

erard glowered tearfully at the the floor "I'm oing for a walk"

"gerard why are you over reacting?!"

"Well let's see, I woke up to a nightmare at about 3AM, I had to LIE to one of my best friends since high school just this mornin and Now it doesn;t even seem to btoher you that I didn't like something!"

"i cared abotu teh fatc taht you had a nightmare! I dont understand why me not caring abotu that is such a big deal it was a petty thing! and i explained to you why you had to lie! and if you cant lie, then we cant be in this relationship." snapped mikey angrily

"I hate lying!" Gerard snapped "I'e always hated lying! His phsyically hrts me to do that to him mikey! But I've had to lie ever since yo started using me whenever you wanted a uick lay! I put up with everthin because I love you and you don;t even know if you care!"

"No i dont! Its difficult to figure out Gerard! You've had years to think about this, i'm just beginging to think about it. Why cant you just be pleased that i'm actually thinking about it?! I'm not doing what i did to all those girls where i said i'd think about it but i didnt. I'm ACTUALLY thinking about it!!! I dont know how i feel, okay?! Be happy that i dont know, cos i could have said i dint feel the same way! but i DONT KNOW!!"

"That's the worst bit Mikey" said Gerard, suddenly quiet "I could cope if you didn't love me, it'd be hard, it'd hurt, but I could do it eventually. It's what you did to the others that terrifies me when i'm hanging like this"

"What id id to the others i will never do to you." said Mikey softly. "I'm actually thinking about it Gee. I'm actually pulling my heart out of its protected prison where i put it so it could never get hurt and analysis it. I just need some time to get teh results back thats all." he said standing infront of gee and looking at him. "Please say you understand."

"I do" mumbled Gerard, wiping his eyes "It doesn;t stop it being hard Mikes. But then, you always told me this ets harder"

"what?"

Gerard looked p through his eye lashes "You remember when I was nineteen and our parents caught me kissing you? You told me when they were chucking me out that things would only get harder."

"And i was right." sighed mikey

Gerard sighed It's a good thing we moved out of Belleville, we'd have ended pw ith the whole orch and pitchfork crew"

"Yeah. At least were together."

Gerard smiled weakly "I never understood why they hated me and not you"

"because you kissed me, not the other way round. plus they wanted to believe at least one of there kids was normal. Well look at us now."

But they ALWAYS hated me Mikes" said Gerard, turning to look his brother in the eye.

Mikey shrugged. I never understood why either."

erard shoulders slumped "Hey, at least they never reminded me I was an accident"

"your my favourite little acident."

He smiled and kissed him.

Mikey smiled and kissed him back.