Demolition Lovers *Shadowpook & Wolfskys*

Gerard sobbed, the realisation Mikey would never be his finally hitting him.

Syn just stood there. "remember syn, this was a good cause, its against your job but at least some one won t die.."

Evenyually Gerard went uiet and slumped in a chair.

"Finally!" sighed syn

Gerard stayed silent, juststaring at the table.

"oh come on, at least speak."

"What's the point?" said Gerard in a flat voice, his eyes still trained on the table "I've ot no reason to even be alive"

"Your not alive. You have no heart beat."

"Fine, I have no reason to exist, the only reason I stayed around was I thought Mikey..." he trailed off at the name, eyes filling with tears.

"Get over it. Your not special gerasrd, thousands of people get there heart broken. Your just have to move on."

"I can't move on, whenever I tried there was nothing there. I try and force myself to feel for them ut it doesn't work"

"You cant force yourself. It need to be natrual. You need to get over mikey, then you need to meet soem one your attracted to, and slowly get to know them. dont force yourself to care though.2

"But Mikeys the only person I've ever been atracted to!" said Gerard "Maybe I'lljsu sleep around again it's easier being used"

Syn sighed. "ugh. I'm dead. Is it possible to get a head ache?"

Gerard stood again "I'm gonna go find Brendon, I can talk to HIM"

"No, you can shag him. Not talk, shag."

Gerard just stormedout, eventually finding Brendon "Hi"

Brendon looked upo, his eyes still dead. He waved vagually

Gerard sat next to him,lookin all set to start cryin again "I need a hug"

Bredon looked at him blankly for a minute then realised what gerard was asking for and hugged him awkwardly

Gerard sobed into hisshoulder, not caring how awkward teh hugs had been.

Brendon just sat there

Gerard sobbed uselessly into hsi shoulder "Why Bren? Why does lovin someone have to hurt so much?"

"i dont know."

"Why am i botherin" said Gerrd, pulling away "You donlt care, noone here does"